Monday, August 15, 2005
Let go of the steering wheel;
let Him do the driving.
I absolute dislike crossroads; I hate it when I do not know where I want to be, or what I want to be. Though I have goals and wantings, I seriously doubt if those are what I want to see myself achiving or landing up at. I would much things to be planned out, and I just follow.
Reaching this point, I have been thrown with questions of what I want to be, which place do I want to be, and where do I see myself landing up in. Subconsciously I will find myself questioning these questions and I very much hope to see a blueprint of my life. But I was thinking, so what if I know what will be happening in my life? Will I follow in full obedience or will I start complaining? With this, I thank God for granting me certainty through my leaders. (:
Anyway, I have set my mind of following what God has in stored for me. I want to avoid the slightest chance of walking a path that is chosen out of my own desire, and not accomplishing what He wants me to do.
But again, I guess crossroads means of another level of growth in the areas of Trust, Faith and Reliance on God. :D
maoed.]
at 2:21 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//